Re-emergence

Fine.

I know. I have left this blog to rot in one corner for far too long. As much effort as I put into my blog updating, I just can't seem to find anything INTERESTING enough to blog about. Since I have nothing much to say lately about my life, I have decided to just shower this blog entry with flurries of bombastic words coupled with nonsensical sentences.

And the second paragraph already made no sense. What did you expect for the third?

Digressing from that, I would like to talk about my life in Melbourne. Like, literally every aspect of it.

So are you ready for the joy ride? You ought to fasten your seat belts, because I assure you this will be one hell of a ride!

I wake up each and every morning, greeted by the gentle sunshines of Melbourne and dragging a body that refuses to get out of the bed most of the time. I do what you peeps always do once you get up, no further elaboration needed. Period.

Then, I sluggishly make my way to wherever it is that I am supposed to be by the time my first class of the day kicks-off. And with a very deluded mind, start absorbing whatever information the lecturers or tutors provide. My mind works at a capacity of 38% in early mornings, mind you.

And then a long day ensues. I make my way, battling across class after class of boredom and vanity, only to feel utterly defeated by the end of the day. And when I do, I get grumpy. When I get grumpy, I grow hungry. When I'm hungry, I, like the rest of the sane human population, eat.

And when I eat, I FUCKING GAIN WEIGHT!

Ahem.

That is not the point. Anyways.

I seldom finish my work. Not because of the lack of time, but rather because of the lack of enthusiasm. I am not motivated to give even the slightest glance towards that mountainous load of work towering over me on the table. The sight of it is rather intimidating.

Sometimes, a part of my guilty conscience urges me to get my lazy bum off the chair and start doing some work. And I finish them up in one go. And then I feel proud of myself and start spreading the stupid reason behind my pride all over the place. And then those who bore witness to my stupidity sniggered behind my back while discussing my seemingly lack of intelligence in what they perceive as privacy but which turns out to be the public.

And everyday, I meet new people. I say hi to people I barely know. People whom I despise greet me with that oh-so-faked smiles of theirs. And I go through every single conflict that the average teenager experience. I am normal. For once.

I enjoy my life right now. Like, honestly. I get to know new people everyday without making an effort since people seem to flock over to me, wanting to know me. Yes, I know that I am full of myself, and I'm loving it. There is nothing you can say or do that will ever pull my dignity down. I just have it in excess.

In any case, I have entertained what seems to be my few remaining readers more than enough. It is time to bid all of you goodbye and goodnight and until the day my blogging sense tingles again, do expect the blog to be covered in dusts of history came to past and for it to be entombed within layers of cyber cobwebs thus hindering all your mobility.

And no, I am still gonna stick to the ol'fashion blogging principle of mine - NO PHOTO-BLOGGING.

I hope you have truly enjoyed this fun-filled blog experience with me and I sincerely look forward to your future visits. Your visit this time has truly graced what is left of my pathetic blog and had, in one way or another, contributed a lot to its sustenance and survivability.

Thank you. And with lots of love, from me to you. Take it, you know you want it.

How I wish I can just drown out the voices surrounding me. How I wish I can just make things disappear then I wouldn't have to face you anymore. How I wish I can be engulfed in a ball of light, then perhaps I'll be blind enough to not see you smiling at the corner. How I wish my heart was made of steel, then I'd be brave enough to let you know just how much I love you.