Doubt?

Have you ever tried having someone you barely knew treating you as though you've known him for ages? 

Have you ever tried being close to someone you never thought you'd be close to?

Have you ever tried putting trust in someone you just got to know and got close to when all this while you already had a lesson on trust?

Have you tried doubt, as to why, just why, does he/she treat you the way he/she does?

Should I doubt? Am I doubting myself? Or am I doubting that person? Or, am I just too afraid to crawl out of my shell once more? 

Life's full of challenges al the time and I'm really glad I got to know all of you. But a person's appearance in it might change everything forever. I once placed immense trust on a person that I had deemed a best friend in the past. That proved to be fatal as betrayal and isolation was what I got back in return. Since then, I've turned bitter towards friendship and trust. I was having issues with it. Though I might still have close friends around I have learned not to let my true emotions flow. 

But your very appearance is challenging that barrier I've set up for such a long time. Friends are telling me I shouldn't let my past haunt my future. 

Maybe, just maybe, I will try once again. 

Kai Hao, please, no more doubts this time. Learn how to let go and grow.