Aftermath

So yeah, I have decided to go public with L's identity. Well, not exactly PUBLIC, but people who are important in my life all know about it now.

I feel quite relieved, not that they've never suspected in the first place. But to answer the question of why I suddenly had this revelation. Well, it is simple. It is simply because after Term 3 started, there came a significant increase in the frequency of me seeing L around. And when someone you think is good-looking keeps on appearing in front of you, falling in love comes next.

Well, I wouldn't exactly call it falling in love. But, more like, from liking to adoration.

I know that now my life will spiral downwards since after developing said feelings for said person, I shall get very emotional. I don't know how to explain it to any of you, but I'm just sure that life will turn out worse now that L plays a larger role in my life.

Well, I'll just pray hard and see how all these will turn out at the end.

I've never wanted to be a person's friend so badly before, you make me breathless each time you are around, and I can hardly think straight when I see you. All I hope for, is for us to just be good friends.