I have kept my silence all the while, making no comments on the matters that had transpired between certain people and myself. Silence does not necessarily signify a sense of guilt, silence merely represents a desire to not cause any extra destruction on what is already in ruins.
Given two years ago, I would pursue this matter to no end, wanting it to end, or continue in my way, but no longer. I see myself growing up from this ordeal, and it's all thanks to a lesson learned in the not so distant past.
I understand how much pain I have put you guys through by remaining silent and acting like it no longer mean anything to me. However, please know that despite the fact that I was quiet and reluctant to handle the situation, what had happened hurt me more than you can imagine.
My silence is my way of expressing my willingness to let go. I see you guys happy, as a bunch. I have brought all of you together, and thereon, my job was done. I have made a bunch of strangers into one group of tight friends. Sadly, I forgotten to include myself in it.
I sincerely hope that you guys will fare better without me around, well, let's face it, I know you guys are faring way better with my absence. However, thanks, for being a part of one of the most beautiful memories in my life.
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