Looking Back

A week to go before I head back to Melbourne. I have a sudden rush to look back at how things had transpired.

It started off as what I thought was supposed to be the most exciting journey in my life. I left everything I knew back in Malaysia, my friends and even my beliefs. I traveled to and unknown land, a strange place where I became the stranger.

Things started out quite well, but soon got ugly. Just when I was about to be plunged into eternal darkness, deeply saddened by the betrayal imposed by those I believed the most in, a light shined through. A group of people, so common in my beliefs views. So simple, yet so complicated on every level. And I know, this would be the group I want to spend the rest of my life with. This, would be the group that I would come to love, come to cherish and come to pamper. This, would be my final place, no more nomadic friendships. Enough is enough.

I am tired, of having to change friends like changing seasons. Now it's time to settle down, cause you guys, mean a lot to me. I would never had imagined I'd be able to do the things I am willing to do for you guys.

Thank you, for letting me in. Thank you, for rescuing me while I was out, on that vast ocean of loneliness and despair.

Time will prove what I say here today, time most certainly will.