Change

I was never good with change, in fact, I hate it. Change denotes a departure from what is consistent, from that security you are so attuned to.

It sucks even more when that change is forced on you and there is nothing you can do to, ironically, change it.

I guess a part of me hates the whole concept of change because I am a very insecure person. I am someone who needs to know that everything is within my control, some may go as far to brand me a control freak. I also prefer consistency over drastic shifts from the norm.

And it really sucks when things are happening around you so fast, and that you can't stop them from happening because to stop them is to undermine the whole idea of friendship.

I just wish they could understand where I'm coming from. But I know many will think that I'm selfish, maybe I am, but you might wanna look into a mirror before you call me that. Cause that pretty face you are so used to looking at every morning, once pierced deeply by your thoughts and self-reflection, reveals a very very ugly inside that all of us strive to keep hidden.